Life...sometimes

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

I must have so much on my mind today to keep putting in entry after entry...maybe it's just cuz I talk too much, and since I'm in an office where I can't talk to anyone, this is my way to do so. Anyway, I've been checking out those sites my other friends have lately...man there is a huge world out there of people these sites...it's really awesome. But the more and more people that hit up your site, do you think the more and more you sensor things? I'm not speaking personally here, just a general wondering, of sorts. Cuz say you always vented on your blogs, when no one really knew about it, save for the the person who probably introduced you this crazy lil virtual world. So you always ranted and raved, bitched and moaned. But then you find out other people are finding out about your site, and they're telling other people they know, becuase that's just how life works...the bitching and moaning stops, because now you don't know you's taking a peek into your site during their workbreaks and what-not. Well that's just a thought. Well, If I bitch and moan about things, if the person I'm talking about is reading it, for anonymity is my game(I just don't like blurting out people's names and cause bias, so not knowing the people I'm mad about, crazy about, etc. is better), then they'll already know it was them. This isn't my hint machine telling people I might be mad at THEM...that's just ridiculous.

Fancy
Since we're on the topic of anonymity in talking about who's going on in my life...I guess you could say my eyes have been caught. So yeah, I fancy some girl, what else is new? Everybody likes somebody. But nonetheless, I'm caught. Mind you not completely caught, but caught enough so that while I'm working she comes to mind, and also, caught my mind enough that she would even be mentioned in a blog. The thing that sucks is that...remember how I was talking about hints and stuff?...well I don't know how to read signs and all that crap. Maybe it was me that was always bringing up the topic so as to find out from different people whether or not I've struck it rich or if it's fool's gold I'm looking at. I know that I should gather the nads together and say something already, and I do have them...I will act, but timing really is a very intricate and delicate matter here. You dont' take out brownies from the oven til that toothpick you put in comes out clean. You don't pull out clothes out of the dryer before the cycle is done now do you? You have to wait for the right time. You can seemingly jack a potential situation merely cuz you said something too early, too late, or whatever. But we'll just have to wait and see where this one goes I guess.

HA! How's that for long entries that are kept up at a reasonably normal rate?

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